Hi! I’m Ana Pau G. and im in love with justin since the day i first heard a song of him, i was 10 years old almost 11 and i was in love literally i have found a kid whose voice was incredible and he was 14 and not famous i thought that i actually had a chance with him, cause no one else knew him, his name was Justin Bieber and he did covers of mostly R&B songs, and he was inspired by Michael Jackson he was simply the perfect guy and his voice was so different and awesome. So I thought “why isn’t he famous?” about one or two months later he started uploading videos of him in radio stations singing new songs and posting music videos. I knew he was going to be big and that i will be by his side…
My Life Has Not Always Been Easy, & It Still Isn’t. Everyday I Struggle With Anxiety, Depression, & Suicidal Thoughts; I Just Think About Justin; & Everything Becomes Easier. He Is The Reason Why I Smile Everyday. I’ve Been A Fan Of Him Since 09’ & Here I Am In 2012 Not Leaving His Side. He Is Such An Inspiration For Me, Without Him I Don’t Know Where I Would Be. I Love Him So Much, & I Know Everything Is Going To Be Alright. <3
My name is Ciara Dorrian, I’m 15years old and I’m from Northern Ireland.
I became a belieber during october 2010, I got Justin Bieber’s book “First Step 2 Forever” and that’s when I realised I loved him, I read the book in under an hour and that’s when I started to get Bieber Fever.
People think Justin is just some “kid singer” but to me he’s much more, he’s my inspiration and my everything.
Justin has helped me through so much in my life. When I was 8 years old my sister Lisa went missing and we found out that she was murdered. We still haven’t found her body, A few months after I realised that she wasn’t gonna come back. I was so upset, every day I would cry my eyes out. I’m older now so I understand. It’s still really hard. When I started listening to Justin’s songs I would feel happy and I would smile so much. People don’t understand how much he has helped me. I saw Justin in concert on the 20th March 2011,I travelled to Manchester to see him, it was the best day of my life. I am going to see Justin in Dublin on the Believe Tour on 17th Feb and i cant wait, its gonna be amazing, It would be amazing if Justin read this. Every day is hard for me but Justin helps me every step of the way. And if Justin is reading this I wanna say THANK YOU SO MUCH, I will always support you. Hopefully one day I’ll get to meet Justin and thank him personally. I’m a belieber for life. Thanks for reading this. Follow me- @ciaraluvsjb26 ( Ciara Dorrian ) ♥
My name is Danielle. I’m 18. I have two younger sisters.. Danica (16), and Sami(12). Danica has been struggling with many major health issues since she was 13, and it all started when she caught the swine flu. She was sick for what seemed like forever. Then, she was diagnosed with hypoparathyroidism which means her calcium gland has shut down and will never work again. This forces her to live on vitamins for the rest of her life. If she misses one dose she could go into cardiac arrest. Things were really hard at first, but we got the hang of it. Then, she was diagnosed with alopecia areata in May of 2011. This causes her to lose patches of hair. In some cases, the hair takes 6 months to a year to grow back. But in other cases, the hair never grows back. Danica was at the point of giving up. She didn’t want to fight anymore. She was sick and tired of being sick and tired. But thanks to God, family, and the inspiration from Justin, we will never say never. Doctors think that the hypoparathyroidism is attacking her body which could lead to more problems down the road. I hate having to watch my sister struggle everyday to just be happy. She’s always sick. And when she thinks she’s finally having a good day, something comes along to tear her down. Danica’s had a little regrowth in one of her bald spots, which is great. However, there’s two that are still getting bigger:( And she has been having some severe pains that hurt her to breathe in, which we are unsure of. Sometimes, Danica can’t even go two days in a row without being sick. She just wants to do things a normal teenager does, but she can’t, because she’s never healthy enough. Danica recently spent 5 days in Children’s hospital towards the end of May because her calcium dropped to dangerously low levels and she could have gone into cardiac arrest:( Luckily, God still has a plan for her life. Yes, she still struggles EVERY DAY, but Justin is the one thing that keeps her smiling. All she has to do is put his CD in the stereo, turn up his music on her ipod, or watch him on tv and she can find her happy spot. Someday, that happy spot will be in his arms while she personally thanks him for everything he has done in her life. but for right now, the best we can do is thank him through the internet… so THANK YOU JUSTIN… for EVERYTHING! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH and we are SO PROUD OF YOU!I’m writing this mainly to get her story out there to, hopefully, inspire others.. and to thank Justin for inspiring Danica to keep fighting. Like I said, Danica was at the point of giving up in may of 2011. But mom rented us Never Say Never the day it came out on dvd, May 14, 2011. When Danica got the chance to see how Justin never gave up no matter what he bumped into, and to see everything he does for his friends, fans, and family…. She was completely inspired. After watching Never Say Never, we made the promise to be by Justin’s side forever. We became Beliebers that day, and we’ll always be beliebers. Every day is a struggle for Danica, but now, she has Justin to keep her going :) I honestly don’t know where we would be without him. I thought I lost my sister, my best friend.That’s why when I say Never Say Never changed our lives, I really mean it. So, Justin, if you’re reading this… THANK YOU for changing our lives. THANK YOU for doing all that you do. THANK YOU for being YOU! Our dream is to meet you one day and thank you face to face for placing such an inspiration in our hearts. It’s a lot to ask for, i know. but we will never say never:) take care, and God Bless:)
And, I’m not writing this because Danica is sick. We’re not using her sickness to meet Justin.. We’re just simply sharing our story of how Justin inspired us, and we’re praying that someday, her dream comes true : )NEVER SAY NEVER, right?!
I’ve never had a rough childhood, at least not in the beginning… I used to live in Canada and my life was pretty much okay and then I had to go back to my hometown and thing went downhill.. My father had an affair, things got messy, my parents got divorced, I cried myself to sleep at night, I was depressed and I had no idea… Faking a smile was so easy to me… I was only 10 by then… Around 2009 my friend showed me this video of this cute boy singing his heart out… And I fell in love instantly. That boy was Justin of course. Justin was my only friend, his music and voice, his tweets everything were the only thing that would never leave me. Now I have abandonment issues.. My dad left, every friend I make leaves, every single thing I care about doesn’t care about me.. I started cutting, I still do… But sometimes Justin helps me break through.. When the voices overpower inside my head, one song Justin sings, any song that makes me listen to his soothing voice. The voices would literally all go away and I’d be so happy that I didn’t even notice my mood shift.. Justin saves me in more ways than I can imagine and I don’t know where id be without him
hi i’m nikki and i’ve been a belieber since ‘09, before the summer of 2011, justin was just my favorite singer. i loved his voice, personality, and of course his looks. but now, justin’s WAY more than that. he’s my everything. my idol, my inspiration, the person who saved my life. my parents always fought constantly when they were together, and sometimes these fights would become violent. i would stay in my room crying listening to justin on my ipod for hours while things were being thrown and yelling was occuring, justin and twitter was my peace to an extent. finally, the summer of 2011 my parents divorced. i knew it was the right thing, but i was still upset. that summer i became severely depressed. me and my mom were sleeping on a sleeper couch at my aun’t house at the time, and i layed on that couch pretty much the whole summer. i wouldn’t eat, i wouldn’t talk, the only things i would do is cry and sleep. one day, i had my ipod in and down to earth came on, from then on i started to get better. it’s wierd, a song impacting your life, but that one did. of course i had heard it a trillion times before, but that moment, listening to the words, i knew i’d get through it. that the divorce wasn’t my fault, wasn’t the end of the world, and that many other people including justin have gone through their parents not being together also. from that moment, i’ve felt like i have this bond with justin. like if i ever need something to make me happy, his music will be there. i love the kid to death, and one day i hope to be able to tell him how much he’s impacted my life.
Justin made me stronger in a way that no words can describe! Growing up there had always been conflict with my parents and between them. I guess i kind of found it normal to go to sleep to screaming and shouting and my sister crying in the next room over, it but i never really cried, just felt kind of numb. In 7th and 8th grade it got really bad, my dad had become an alcoholic and despite having to live in a room seperated from the house he still very much caused conflict. That’s when i found Justin. Listening to Justin’s music lifted my mood and when i listened to Down to Earth, I guess you could say it broke the numbness. Justin gave me comfort, because he let me know i wasn’t the only one going through family issues and it helped me, listening to someone who meant so much to me sing to me about the confused feelings i was having too. Earlier this year thing’s got pretty bad again after calming down for about two years, and i had some really bad stages where i debated cutting myself, but would get too scared and then cry myself to sleep over how spineless i was. None of my friends knew or know what happened at home and i felt so alone so when i would go onto Justin’s twitter to see something like “I love my beliebers, we are a family” Justin made me feel like a part of a less upsetting family that actually cared. To this day when i get upset about things at home or the fact that none of my friends really truly know me i turn on Justin singing I’ll be aged 12 and Down to Earth and let out my feelings to Justin because it makes me feel like i’m letting it out to someone who cares. Without Justin i don’t know what i would have done, but all i know is i would have felt extremely lonely. I just hope one day i can thank him for giving me strength to get up, put a smile on my face or at least try to, and work towards a day when all the drama will be over. Thankyou Justin, I owe my happiness today and in future to you!
My parents got divorced when I was five years old. I’ve grown up without a father for eleven years. I had nobody to look up to, nobody I could count on. When I was eight I was diagnosed with clinical depression. I know, crazy huh? Imagine an eight year old struggling with depression every day. The past few years have been really hard. I’ve been bullied endlessly. I was told I wasn’t pretty, that I wasn’t good enough. I was told repeatedly to kill myself because nobody would miss me. So I tried. But I couldn’t follow through. The year before, my friend had showed me Justin’s music and I’ve loved his songs ever since. But during these few years, I spiraled into depression. Last month I hated my life do much that I cut again for the first time in give months, cut my whole arm up. Last week, I was in the deepest pit.of depression I have ever been in. I took the razor from my shower and dug it into my wrist. When it started bleeding, it was out of control. I was terrified. I dropped to the floor and cried, and cried and cried. I didn’t know if the bleeding would ever stop. I was scared that it would be the day I die. But then I went into my room and turned on my music. The first song that started playing was ‘Be Alright’. I sat on my bed and finally stopped crying. This week I’ve resisted the urge by listening to Justin’s music whenever I’m upset. He’s helped me cope.with my parents divorce with ‘Down To Earth’ and I can never thank him enough for that, or for helping me decide not to take my life. I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t know his music.
I’ve always wanted to submit something onto here but I just never got around to doing it. I didn’t really know how to put anything into words and just didn’t know what to say or how much I should say. But now I’m finally doing and I’m just going to say whatever comes into my head. Basically, I’m 20 years old now but since I was 6, so for 14 years, my whole life has been full of unsettledness, abandonment, rejection, mental abuse, verbal abuse, sexual abuse, two different eating disorders, depression and anxiety which has lead to countless doctors and hospital visits. Obviously, I don’t remember much from before I was 6 years old so this life is really all I know. I have a whole team of professionals (doctors, psychologists and psychiatrists) around me helping me get better but it’s hard to ever see it happen. I’ve been abused and felt extremely unwanted and unloved by almost every single person in my life. Sexual abuse has come from my stepdad, my ex-boss from a job I had in highschool and I was also made to feel very sexually uncomfortable by some of the boys who I used to live with on campus at my college. Self harm and suicidal thoughts started when I was 13 years old and is still going on today. Anorexia started when I was 17 which ended up leading to a binging disorder and it has taken a massive toll on my whole body. It’s going to take years before my organs and metabolism go back to the way they were but, unfortunately, I can feel a relapse happening lately, which is scary. The depression is very intense. Everyday is full of lack of hope, lack of motivation, lack of anything really. It’s hard to explain and I guess it’s hard to understand unless you’ve experienced it before. I am constantly being treated by doctors and taking medication every single day but, in a way, I’m scared to get better. I know it will take years, maybe it will never happen, but it’s scary. In a way, I don’t know if I want to get better. This life is all I’ve known since I was 6. It’s familiar territory. In a way, it feels like “home”, so to speak. Feeling anything else would be new and different and scary. I don’t even know if I would recognise happiness if it ever happened to me. Since finding Justin, of course he’s not an instant cure, but he definitely helps me through it. Watching him on YouTube, listening to him, just everything. He makes me happy. When I put on his album, that’s a whole hour of happiness and not worrying about anything. I know an hour doesn’t seem like much, but trust me, when you have depression an hour of joy is extremely valuable. I’m trying everyday to get better and knowing that I have Justin with me, it helps. He helps. I really don’t know how to thank him. I don’t know how to repay him. All I can do is simply keep on supporting him with all of heart but it just doesn’t seem like enough. Everything he’s done for me (without even realising it), there’s nothing I could possibly do that would make up for it. Thank you Justin for everything. Thank you for the music and for being there and for just being you. You really do save lives every single day. I love you so much.
For the past 4 years my life hasn’t been that perfect. It started in 5th grade when I ended up fighting with my parents so often it became verbal abuse. They would constantly bring me down and yell at me. I’m in 8th grade now and honestly it keeps getting worse. I suffered through bullying almost my entire elementary school year and my self esteem has never been lower. I can never look at myself without feeling worthless and ugly. People have brought me down so low that I just can’t hold it together anymore. A year ago, I put that razor against my wrist for the first time.
Worst mistake of my life.
Self harm has taken over me and I’m slowly dying from it. I’m developing an eating disorder and I cry myself to sleep every night.
But I’m trying to stop. For Justin. No one has impacted my life more than Justin. No one has ever made me feel important, self worthy, beautiful, and wanted in my life. Except Justin. And it’s crazy because he doesn’t even know. His songs are my medication for when I’m upset and his tweets about us always make my day. I’ve never been more happy from anyone else.
Justin literally saved my life. I would’ve been dead three years ago if it weren’t for him. He’s my hero.
I’m currently trying to self recover from depression, self harm, anxiety, and many other things I have developed over the years.
I’m staying strong. For Justin.