Hi, I’m Georgie from London. Justin Bieber is my inspiration, he has helped me through so much and made me a much stronger person. For 6 years I was bullied, I was alone and depressed. I used to have a lisp, I was small, ugly and I liked artists like Miley Cyrus and Selena Gomez, this made me an easy target because I didn’t like ‘better’ artists as everyone said. They easily mimicked me because I was weak, I broke down easily and found it hard to stay strong. I would be insulted daily and found myself most of the time with the school nurse talking to her. I wasn’t happy. But one day, back in the time when Justin had first uploaded his first video I found it, I watched his video and thought he was cute and talented, so I signed up for a youtube account and subscribed to him. From them on I watched all of his videos and followed his fame, i created a twitter account for him and he made me happy. When Justin first became famous and he got picked on for his voice and looks I would tweet him and DM him to stay strong and tell him he was amazing hoping that maybe he would see them and feel better. Of course people at my school found out I liked Justin and picked on me for that, I was targeted yet again and it got hard again so day after day i would dread going to school because of the names and the way I was always alone, but then I would go home and watch a Justin Bieber interview, a video on Kidrauhl or a tweet and I would feel happy. One day after school I came home so upset, because of multiple reasons: one of them being that somebody had gone on my twitter account and blocked Justin meaning I lost his follow, something I used so that I could DM him my problems and feel like I was being helped. I returned home and I feared that nothing could help me and I tried to overdose, I tweeted a goodbye to Justin and my followers and then logged off and cried. As I uncapped the bottle I looked at a Justin Bieber Poster I have on my wall, he is smiling and he looks absolutely gorgeous, behind him are loads of beliebers and it made me stop. I dropped the pills on the floor and collapsed on my bed in tears not knowing what to do. A few minutes later I got a call a girl who I had started to become friends with told me she had seen my tweet and was calling to check I was okay, she told me to stop and said Justin wouldn’t want to lose one of his beliebers like this, you should pass away happy after a long life. I talked to her for hours and when we finally finished our call I checked my phone and I had texts asking if was okay and to please reply, I logged onto twitter and my mentions were people asking me to tweet and not to do anything. This made me realise, although at school I didn’t feel happy I had people who cared about me and other Beliebers to talk to online and I could be okay.Justin doesn’t know how much he has helped me from then to now. I now go to a new school, I am more confident, I have an amazing group of friends and everyone in the year likes me, nobody teases me and I enjoy going into school. His new album is the most flawless album, every single song has a lovely meaning and ‘believe’ and ‘be alright’ show that he really does care and that we should all continue to stay strong, we mean the world to Justin and no matter how hard it is to see him and talk to him he does cared and would love to help us all. Being a Belieber is the best choice I ever made and I will be here till the end. I love Justin and he loves us.
Thanks for letting me vent on this page, it really does show how we are a family and we all care for each other.
@itsgeorgiexoxo (follow me) :)